Confessionals

[Hanna]

Episode I
"Back into the game"

What a surprise, I am back into the game! I have no idea how I feel about this. Normally, I would be all excited about having a second chance to win, but in my case, I've already won before. All I can do is worse or equal to how I did before. That's a scary position to be in, but if I play smart, I can find a way to make it all the way to the end and win again.

Clearly, Horror brought back three very polarizing characters in their own way. I am the to-death-strategic player, that's willing to pull as many blindsides as possible and that's capable of cutting ties with anyone anytime, then you've got this insane girl, Billie Dean, that's pretty much calling everyone out in the open. Many people appear to dislike her, but they need to relax, that girl had that SAME attitude in her season, she was the least likely to win, and she did it. If I was them I wouldn't play around that bush. You never know what's gonna happen. And... then you've got... oh wait, Katniss? Who? I never got to play with her and I don't think she was that polarizing. Why did I say three big characters coming back? It looked like I had three characters in my mind? Wtf? I'm so lost. Okay whatever.

First off, I need to make sure that these people are going to like me and I need them to forget that I'm a star, they need to me as a player they need around.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode II
"Being disappointed"

At the challenge, I was being disappointed, very disappointed. I was the only damn person to show up and that pissed the hell out of me. I even had to grab Blondie by the arm so that she comes grab my puzzle. I wanted to do my part as fast as possible. I would say we got pretty lucky that Horror Tribe suck or we would of gone to tribal council for sure.

People on my tribe have no idea how much they're lucky, they really don't.

They better not think that we rock and that they don't need to fight so hard because I don't know what I'm gonna do.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode III
"Time to trim our fat"

So we were asked at the tree-mail to select a representative for each tribe. I like how Tom stood up all of a sudden and asked to be one, then, he had to say "I think it might be something bad but I'll take the risk nonetheless" Are you kidding me? This guy is a total snake. Since when do Survivor ask people to pick representative and then give them penalties? I mean really. Everyone knows that, including Tom, and he proved to be a snake. I immediately threw him under the bus by noticing it to Arthur, who appears to be... the person I'm closest to I guess, like who else do you want me to talk to?

So I stomped stomped on his toes and told everyone I'll be the representative. He shutted up, stepped back and has let me be one. I don't care if I show up as a THREAT in this game. You can be any threat you want, it's all about trust. If you're a huge threat and people trust you, they won't stop you until it's too late for them. So I'm really not worried about getting the huge target or the huge picture here, didn't I win Survivor Horror 8 with that huge target on my back since day ONE? Huh. No need to be a slacky little pussy that hides behind majority.

So at the challenge, I dropped out right away, I knew we were losing, there was no point in competing, and to be honest, I was more like all excited about knowing what the representatives had to do.

Also, the reason I picked Katniss is because she is most likely the one who will be representative next time, and I'm hoping that she might pick me.

For tribal, Tom will be saved of course, I'm not targetting him now, I just need to get "closer" to him. Tehehehe. I will get rid of useless people. It's time to trim our fat.

I told Curt, Arthur and Blondie that I was voting for Mikael. Which makes it four. I told Tom I would vote either Mikael or Beth and that I'm not sure. I just don't want him to get into their ear and suggest them to play any idols or whatsoever, I'm sooo not gonna get pwn by someone who thinks he's smarter than I.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode IV
"Why are they so stupid"

This round could of been really really interesting... I don't even want to talk about it AT ALL. I'm very disappointed that votes were revealed late and THAT Blondie's vote counted. Because had I known she would of shown up Beth was going home point blank. It would of been a perfect blindside and I could get Claire and Arthur to do it. But seeing Blondie was SUPPOSED To self-vote, that would of sent her home, and that's WHY I didn't do it. I'm just really furious and I don't want to talk more about this vote. Please let it be a swap so I can danse of joy. Sick of these dumb people, why are they so stupid?

Seriously, Blondie, you better not IM me tonight and tell me why did I fuck your game, SERIOUSLY. If you care about the game then SHOW UP dammit. Usually, hosts don't even accept late votes, yours would of counted as a self-vote and there's nothing I normally would be able to do to save you. You just don't care about the game so why would you be mad at me in the first place.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode V
"Things have Changed"

I like how things have changed. For the first time,
we actually PWN this thing and fucking win before all these
other tribes. And it's all because of me and Beth. Tom, Arthur
and Curt, they did NOTHING. Especially Curt, he like totally gave
up because it's too hard for his brain with the size of a bird's
brain. Tom also. I like how I did so well in these puzzles too.
I feel like so much ego when I see a puzzle coming up, I just
know how badly I rock them. No one beats me a those, just no
one. So while I was coming up with some parts of the puzzle,
Beth was helping me find who it was. At least Beth didn't give up
just by looking at the size of the puzzle.

My opinion on her has changed, I think it's not that bad that
Blondie went home instead, because now, that means I can
try to work her. I hope it's not too late to turn things around.

So Arthur and Curt were going to the islands. There is Curt,
who, is very interesting. Like, I ask him so did you find anything
on the islands? And he goes like: *disappears and doesn't reply
to my PM* Fishy fishy fishy ... You don't hide yourself from me that
way when I ask you a question, buddy, cause you will go!

Either he just doesn't want to be associated with me, which it
would be very stupid of him to show that to me, or he's just
scared of me. But if that's the case, then... you're gone already.
You don't get scared of me or I'll eat you alive. You can't trust
someone that is scared of you, cause if someone raises their
hands and says: *clap fingers* I want Hanna out! Guess who's
gonna get on board!? *claps fingers* CURT! He might have
just made himself a bigger target than Tom maybe? Like I don't
know, I will probably put a seed in people's mind that Curt might
have that hidden immunity idol, and you can expect to see his
torch snuffed in a few days.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode VI
"A Close Battle"

So in the challenge, we had to make walls as high
as possible, and I was pitted against Claire. At the beginning of
the game, seeing how my tribe was a bunch of wild
cards/inactives, I had decided to start bonding with at least
one person from each tribe: Claire from Horror Story and
Katniss from Hunger Games. They both seem talkative and
everything, which can definitely help me down the merge.

I was put against Claire in the challenge, and damn it was
such a close battle, and same can be said about this game!
Tribes keep getting even over and over, even though we SUCK.
My tribe's performance was so POOR LOL. I think I had more
than double of all my tribe's scores combined.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode VII
"A bunch of wild cards"

With everything that's happened, I know what
happened to Horror Story tribe. They didn't want David to play an
idol, so they came up with that big story when in the end David
gave his HII to Billie and got blindsided. Love it. I can just see
right through their spiderweb. But I can't say the same thing
about Hunger Games, they are a big mystery and that is probably
why they might be my first targets come amerge. Katniss tells
me almost nothing about them, while Claire does talk. Hopefully I
can try to find a way to work with the Horror Story plus maybe include Arthur among us.

And also, we get a step closer to the merge, when after Billie
Dean treated Tom like shit, I called him out on how much he
does nothing and how much he's not worth anything. He then
decided to QUIT. He probably felt completely backstabed, I don't
care, he's lazy, he's stupid, he's a snake, and I just can't stand
that. It was a total wild card to me, just like the rest of my tribe,
all a bunch of wildcards, a bunch of Erics from Season 8, ugh..

The pic above shows Tom getting put on the cross like Jesus
Christ. I guess?[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode VIII
"Everything Crashed"

This round was SO crazy. So much HAPPENED,
longest round ever as well, just saying . Okay so right now,
here's the concern... Like... me and Beth started talking about
the future of this game, and everything crashed when we were
announced all tribes would go tribal council and that Horror Story
had won immunity.

BUT it looks like Claire brought up to her a final four idea
between herself, Alice and Billie. Interesting? Why am I not
included? I thought I was "supposedly" Claire's best friend?

THEN, a few hours before the vote, Claire is like: Hey Beth
wanted an alliance between you me alice billie. Wtf? Beth never
brought that up. And she also goes like: Katniss wants a final
four between me her and Ray. I shouted a big WTF to her face
and that is is the most ridiculous alliance I've ever heard in my
entire life.

At that moment I was like, JESUS, Katniss, are you crazy? Don't
let everyone know we work together omg! So I go to her,
we discuss and it turns out CLAIRE brought up that alliance to
her, Katniss didn't. So I told Katniss everything about it,
because this girl plays ALL OVER THE PLACE. She even knows
what Cinna says, so I'm guessing she's playing in Cinna's ears
as well?

The best part is... Katniss finally told me she had another
immunity idol in her pocket. I think that gets me closer to her.

At this point I trust her, Arthur and Beth the most. Two idols
linked to me. That's good news. We need to get the trash out
some time soon. I LIKE Claire, she's likable, but she's playing
this too hard.

Now for the vote, it appears like Mitch is the vote? I don't one
hundred percent believe in this, just because a part of me thinks
I might be blindsided, and I don't feel like potentially wasting
AGAIN an idol because of my paranoia episodes.

I need to fucking relax. But if something happens, I swear there's
no blindsides, because Claire is always like: Okay so these people
vote for Mitch, right?. I asked her in the beginning:
Who,s the vote? She goes like: Katniss told me she would vote
for Mitch. Why does she talk about Katniss? Like okay? That's
so weird, I'm sorry... I don't buy what these people are telling
me but hopefully if a blindside happens I'm not the one who
gets her head chopped.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode IX
"Either way, I'm good"

Last round was a total clusterfuck. And to be honest, I think I had somewhat good ideas, it's just that Claire
told me she would vote Marlena but then in fact voted Mitch. Like bitch? We just realized that Curt FLOP. He could easily have told Mitch that he's the target and he comes up with the idol? Like I knew that it was much much smarter to just sway the vote to a name that hasn't been thrown around a millions time to like almost every single person in this game.

And so NOW talking about Curt, I KNEW I couldn't trust him! KNEW IT! The guy even came to me at the last minute: So the vote's still for Mitch right? Like really? Idiot. He sooo thinks he's got this whole thing in the bag when he's not?

And for this round, I'm pulling another sandbox move. Remember in my season? I put people in a frame they can't get out of, and that's what I'm gonna do again. So I talked to Marlena and I felt a bit bad voting for her, and got a bit closer to her. I WANT to use that to my advantage, I'm not gonna be the idiot who gives the whole game to Horror Story I mean come on lol, I'm smarter than that...

So I swayed the target to Cinna as much as I could, and now I told Marlena that it's what she should do if she wants to stay. The good thing is, that makes Marlena trust me more once Cinna is gone. I wasn't too sure I had the numbers, I think I got quite a couple of votes, but whatever. Billie Dean is targetting Blondie, I target Cinna, why they wanna save Cinna? It's so obvious they think they can use him later on, well good news guys, I wanna use Marlena, not that fucktard Cinna who's so boring to talk to.

And NOW if an idol gets played? Omg Hanna so didn't see it coming!? Um no, in fact, I don't give a damn CRAP. Because if it happens, I am fucking immune as well as the rest of Sorority Row, and I know that Katniss won't be targeted before Anne by Hunger Games. So myself and my closest allies are SAFE. And if an idol gets played, it's a blindside and a hate of less against me in the end. I just end up hands clean. And the other good side is that... it gets rid of an idol that floats around.

So either way, I'm good! I put up the frame, and you can't get out of it, that is it.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode X
"We're all acting like idiots"

So we finally merged, and now with Blondie gone,
I think I know what the twist is about. I think that they have to
annihilate their original tribe if they want to stay and if they're
not immune and that somebody other than their original tribe
goes, then they're OUT too. That would make sense to me.

As for strategy, we've compared notes together, and it appears
like many people now know what she's done! We're all acting
like idiots to her! HAHAHA. I EVEN told Marlena, who then told me
back that she made an alliance with her too... omfg. xD Claire
HAS to get blindsided soon.

But what's annoying is how Marlena keeps saying how much she
wants to get rid of Billie Dean, I mean like NO, she's done no
wrong to me so far! When Billie Dean will realize what Claire has
been doing, she's gonna get very upset, and therefore, more
with me after this. You'll see... I have so many cards at this
moment they better get ready for a surprise.

And Hunger Games shouldn't go home anymore so this way I get
rid of Anne without having to campaign!

For NOW, Curt HAS to go. For PERSONAL REASONS. But
strategically, why do I want to keep somebody that people might
use against me? I don't trust him, bottom line.

I make people realize that look, if we vote out Horror Story NOW,
they get pissed and they get Curt with them, then it goes 5-5. It
is a STUPID MOVE. So now Curt has to go BEFORE we make our
move. Done! The only thing that can screw it is if Curt plays an
idol, but whatever, if it happens, Katniss and Arthur both have an
idol as back up. Whatever. And I think some votes might go
Marlena's way still! (Anne's vote)[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode XI
"Two Targets at Once"

So after that Curt went home, it is time to get
rid of Claire like we talked about, and at the same time that
should take out Anne. So we had a plate smash challenge, ughh
so ugly. They were both in the last five people remaining and had
a good damn shot at winning, so when everyone were sleeping
I finally went after both of them, then after three smashes, YAY,
losing internet! But then Katniss caught up in the morning and
won. So that means if Claire goes, Anne goes. So it's two
targets at once.

But this round is so difficult, people dislike Billie Dean so much
that they keep yelling at me almost, and bending on their knees
in front of me, begging me to vote her off, I'm NOT doing that,
first, she doesn't irritate me, and two, if Claire stays, she can
scramble a lot more easier than BD.

Me and Katniss have been trying to gather the votes and I hope
it works out, I'm not too confident about this, people have
been hard to reach, but both me and Katniss tried to pull the
strings on our side, and all we need is five. Anne will vote
Marlena, so five is enough. Three more votes to get...[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

You are not on when I am and just letting you know.. I HAD SAVED YOUR LIFE IN THIS GAME.

STUPID RAY TOLD ALICE THAT CLAIRE WAS THE VOTE AND NOW THEY PLAYING THAT STUPID THING AND WANTED YOUR HEAD. I MADE THEM CHANGE IT. I DON'T KNOW IF THEY REALLY CHANGED BUT I WORKED MY BEST

I hope Billie did what she could. I KNEW something would happen after I couldn't be here in the last few hours

[Hanna]

Episode XII
"They're looking for me"

Just before the vote, Billie came up to me and
spilled the beans on Claire playing an idol and everything, but
did not tell me who her vote was, and when I saw a vote on
Arthur I was like damn.. But then the results SHOCKED ME. It
was a total blindside... but a gooood blindside. xD

What the hell? They get rid of their own numbers? I just couldn't
really believe that. xD Apparently that Claire and Alice came
up with my name before they changed for Ray. They're looking for
me! I don't like it!

I also had a talk with Anne last night, because thinking she would
be out at same time as Claire I stopped talking to her. I don't
like lying that much... But she's not stupid, she must be realizing
I kept distance to her! She was a bit cold but then when we
started talking about other stuff than the game, it maybe just
helped a little more.

And then Katniss sent a rant PM to Ray and she showed it to me.
I think this girl wanted to use this guy to her own advantage,
and it blew in her face...

I'm starting to get wary of my own allies at this point, you can't
trust no one, seriously... I'm getting scared of Katniss, I'm
pretty sure she's playing a game I'm not sure of, look at this
conversation:

dust1330 (22:25:28):
So BD was good with claire going?

Katniss Everdean (22:25:41):
yep, she was all for it

dust1330 (22:25:50):
How did you approach her and how did she react??

dust1330 (22:25:59):
I didnt have time to talk to her about it

Katniss Everdean (22:26:07):
I didnt per say

Katniss Everdean (22:26:29):
All I did was vent my Ray frustration and she told me about him costing us the blindside

dust1330 (22:27:14):
Okay. xD I wasn't sure if BD was on board or not,

dust1330 (22:27:21):
she did pm me she was pissed about ray telling the plan though

Katniss Everdean (22:27:27):
so that confirms it

Unless she had a very strong alliance with Billie,
why would she be so confident that she would get on board
with a plan that involved getting rid of her own ally? And then
why would she get pissed at Ray and even sent him a pm
confident that he would what she's saying? This girl is
manipulating just as much as me. It's clear in my head that
she probably wanted Ray and Billie Dean to the end so that
she could win, and if that's the case, then that means she wants
me gone at some point. So if I have to backstab her, I won't
feel sorry, she's playing the individual game, I play mine too,
and right now, I'm thinking Arthur is going to the end with me,
and Billie Dean only if I can, if I can't, then it will be either Beth
or Marlena, whoever survives to that point... We'll see how
things play out, things change so fast here.

What thing that's for sure, is I have to gun for Anne, Alice
and Claire ASAP before Katniss takes advantage of them.[/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode XIII
"A Master Plan"

The closer we get to the end, the harder this
game is. And like... of COURSE, there had to be that rumour that
Old Sorority Row are sticking together, we do, BUT... my priority
goes to the winners, I WANT to go to the end with Katniss
and Billie Dean, quite frankly, if things go my way, and I can
keep Sorority Around, then I played a much better game than
Katniss did.

So at first I thought that Alice/Billie/Katniss/Claire would just
go for one of the Sorority Row and that Anne would be our
fourth vote we need to force a tie, but as soon as I talked to her,
she started this shit about Arthur having to go. *Slaps head*
*Facepalm* *Head Desk* UGH! I felt like I had no other choice
than to tell him to play an idol, but then again it could be a total
waste, because he would just go the round after.

Katniss was always paranoid and I'm like... huh? Girl? Stop being
so parano lol, no one is coming after you...

First minutes later, Arthur comes to me and started talking about
getting rid of Katniss. *Slaps head* Then he says Claire is
on board. *Facepalm* Then Claire sends me like... two pms
that she wants to talk to me absolutely. *Head desk*

Katniss vs. Arthur? NO! NO, HELL TO THE NO!

If either goes, I'm losing some power, when another one goes,
I lose some more power and I just keep losing it until I go home.

Then Claire confirms it to me: She wants Katniss GONE. I was
shocked, and to know that even Alice was on board? I pmed
Billie Dean and it's where she confirmed to me that they were
voting for Katniss.

What do I do? Dammit?

Then I thought of a Master Plan. What if, I tell Katniss to play
her idol, Arthur to play his idol... And Sorority Row blindsides
Alice! But then again, Arthur really still wanted Katniss gone,
and what if Alice played her idol avoidance?

So that's where I came up with something smart to convince
them Alice had to go over Katniss: She has an avoidance, Arthur,
do you really want your idol to be nullified? No, right? And then,
why go with Claire's plan and help her get closer to getting the
numbers back? No... why not just take this opportunity to pull
a 3-3-2 against Alice where Katniss would realize she's
backstabbed and would then re-vote against Alice? DOESN'T
THAT MAKE SENSE!?

I also told Arthur, either you play your idol, or you give it to me
in case, so if he goes, then at least I'm not getting fucked
completely... Not playing the idol, that's his choice, I think it's
a smart choice somehow.

Once votes were revealed, Katniss said she would vote Alice.
Bingo! Just need Anne now. [/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

Episode XIV
"Minimize My Chances of Going"

I am dying of joy, Alice went home just like
planned! It was so smart and I think it highly increased my
chances of winning. But then Anne had to be stupid to almost
pull a purple rock. She wasn't supposedly supposed to know
that we had a fourth vote with us. And she voted to get a purple
rock. Fuck her. She's dead to me.

So far I did not give a SHIT about challenge, because I had been
such a threat pre-merge I really had to calm this down, or I get
forced to win all challenges because I'm a target and it's just
nearly impossible. But now that we are down to seven, it's time
for me to give my one hundred percent to all immunities.

And I just won one, I knew I could do this.

So strategy wise, Billie Dean wants to get rid of a Sorority Row,
I understand this, and I told her. We are not on the same page
for this round but that doesn't mean I have to gun for her for this.

And today Katniss really lost my credibility:

Katniss Everdean 6:46 pm
in a perfect world, it would be Claire, Anne, BD, Arthur, Beth with hannah and Kat in the finals
and Hannah winning by a wide margin

I don't get it? First she wants to get rid of Billie Dean.
Then, she wants me and her against Beth because she did
nothing and tells me I win by a wide margin? What? And she
wants to go to the top four with Sorority Row? That makes
absolutely NO SENSE to me. It's not like I was more loyal to
sorority row, but any normal player wouldn't be crazy enough
for this, especially not Katniss?

A part of me thinks she's lying.

So last tribal Arthur gave me his idol in case he goes so it is
my duty to give it back to him and what he does with it is in
his hands.

He should be playing it. And here is why...

Last tribal, Billie said she would secretly vote out Arthur, and
she dislikes Arthur. Now she says either Arthur or Beth.

When I asked Katniss about who Anne is voting for, and it would
MAKE SENSE THAT ANNE TELLS KATNISS, Katniss replies: Arthur
or beth, i asked yea but which one: Don't know for sure.
Like yea... Of course?! They're worried about idols...

And wouldn't it make sense that Anne vote out Arthur over Beth,
her friend?

And if Beth was higher on the pecking order of Katniss when
she showed that to me, wouldn't it make sense that she would
vote out Arthur over Beth?

But then Claire tells me Beth is the vote, and Claire has proved
to be completely honest so far...

So what do we do then? Arthur has to play that thing NOW
anyways because i don't feel like getting AUTO-ELIMINATED
by idols next round. I made Katniss waste her idol, it's his turn
to play it now...

So I figured chances Arthur would get votes are higher, and
I don't think people would... tell me about it you know? So
it's all about risk.

Katniss is telling me she would vote for Claire. So in case that
Beth is the target and not Arthur, then I have to vote for her.

So in order for either Arthur or Beth to go it takes TWO things:

- They target Beth and not Arthur.
- Katniss lied to me.

I need to vote for what is the safest, that's what we can learn
from the season I won. Safest vote that will be the hardest
to destroy. My goal in this game is to minimize my chances of
going and chances of my allies too so that i can be safe in
the future.[/center][/size][/b]