Confessionals

[Hanna]

Seriously Arthur I hope you feel like a complete idiot. What the fuck were you thinking? That you had some master plans that you didn't to tell me about? See what happens when you play your own game. You tried to get out of the frame I made, and you broke it on your way out. Fuck it.

[Hanna]

Episode XIV
"Can't Miss This One"

Now that Arthur went home, my whole position
in this game is FUCKED. I'm really pissed off. I have a feeling
that Katniss is in danger and I will be in danger just right
after her. I feel like we are being underdogs. People are scared
of us two and it's so obvious, seriously.

I have a feeling that Anne is associated to Claire and Billie Dean
are associated together. I think it would make sense when
Billie Dean says she's in control of the game and that she talks
to everybody but Arthur. Makes sense!

I felt like all of my plans fell in the damn water. I had to rethink
of my whole fucking game. What I'mma do!? I think Anne going
home would benefit me the most, because she is an annoyance.
And maybe she doesn't have an HII at all. With her going,
I can get Claire and Billie Dean to vote for Beth, Beth votes for
Billie Dean, and me/katniss vote for Claire, Claire goes home 2-1-1, fuck Beth (I like her but she's done to me as a player), and
we can consider ourselves as having the majority in the final
four because beth and billie dean suck at anything related to
time challenges. It's just a DRAFT BY THE WAY.

Anything can change at any moment, I just want to make sure
that Beth survives at least this one, and me & Katniss make it
to the final four, it's all I have to do. I can't miss this one or I will
be forced to win all immunities to get to the end... and... face
the jury with very poor credits for my gameplay. [/center][/size][/b]

[Hanna]

SEE? STEP ONE COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!! This is a summary of what happened exactly:

So me and Katniss were thinking shit, is Billie even going to vote with us? I really imaged Katniss voted out 4-2. So I sent this pm to Billie Dean:

By the way do you talk often to Anne or not? Because I find it interesting that she throws all the challenges and acts like she's all safe.

And are you still cool with all winners to the end? I've always been and I still am. Last round I thought Katniss was being really shady when she wanted to keep around yellows (i mean being someone not yellow i think i would be scared keeping yellows you know..?) But since they voted for her I think she knows she has no other option.

Then I received a response:

I just talk to her to tell how she must vote. She is always doing what I said. Before that she was doing what Alice said her. I don't know what kind of strategy is this girl playing.

I am cool with all winners to the end but I'm shocked how dumb Katniss is. I wonder how this girl won a season because she has no brain at all. I wanna keep her to the end but it will be hard to us. Claire wants Katniss to go long time ago and all I say is "we can vote for her next round".

We need to make a move to save this girl if we want her with us in the end. I'm think I should play my idol on her. All I ask is if we really can trust this dumb person?

Plus how do you feel about voting for Beth?

So she suggested Beth, which I wasn't very happy about in a way, because my step one of the
damage control was to get Anne out first. But I knew that Beth told me she had an idol
from Arthur, so I sent this to Billie Dean:

Okay, hey yes I think that we caN trust this dumb person. xD And that,s because claire and beth will be voting for her. I think it would be smart if she plays the idol, but also, do you think it would be smart to vote for Anne? Because beth said she had an idol, and its not just to avoid targetting her, look at the convo i had with her yesterday;


Dreanna May Wilson (23:16:40):

well make them vote for me then



dust1330 (23:16:50):

you have an idol?



Dreanna May Wilson (23:16:57):

surprise



dust1330 (23:17:12):

when did you get it?



Dreanna May Wilson (23:17:30):

Arthur gave it to me



dust1330 (23:17:54):

You lie to me girl.



dust1330 (23:17:58):

He did not have the time to give it you,



dust1330 (23:18:05):

because i had in in my pocket ten minutes before the deadline



Dreanna May Wilson (23:18:24):

oh he gave it to you too?



dust1330 (23:18:25):

Yes



dust1330 (23:18:30):

Dong.



Dreanna May Wilson (23:18:41):

lol


Yes, Arthur did have an idol, and i wanted to idol claire because she's very hard to beat in challenges but whatever, apparently he did not play it. I think she was lying to me when she said he gave it to her because I did have it in my pocket for a moment but I gave it back to him, but I don't know seriously if he really had the time to then give it to beth......

while Anne we know she absolutely doesn't have anything.

And Anne & Beth are very very very tight. Beth showed me a PM while she was paranoid letting me know that anne wouldnt vote for her even if you told her to, plus Anne is much stronger in
challenges. I wouldN't mind voting out beth next round, but it's
up to you? I know for a fact I woudlN't love Katniss and Anne to have a completely unexpected alliance from the beginning too...

She replied with a very short and sweet response that she would vote for Anne. She just
said "lets vote annie", I wasn't too sure if I could trust it just because it was so short, but
I knew she was at work so I didn't make too much of a case, I saw her post count go + 1 as
if she voted. So step one of the plan completed: We have three votes on Anne.

But now I knew that Claire & Beth had idols too, which means I can't let one of them give
the idol to Anne and take out a winner. If a winner goes home I swear to god I'm going
to go insane, fuck this board and kill myself LMAO, just exaggerating, but I am protecting
the winners alliance to the max and there is no way one of us would go.

But of course, I'm Hanna... everyone talks to me... I can't just run away, I gotta say something
and I don't want my plans to be ruined.

First person I talk to: BETH.

Get one newbie to vote one newbie, and they lose numbers. And I don't need her to know
that Anne is going home. She might think that because Anne wouldn't vote for her and that
"I wouldn't vote for her" it would be smarter to get rid of Katniss and use her idol on Anne.
No thx, I don't want that to happen. So I told her that Billie was voting for her so that she
uses the idol on herself.

Next person I talk to: CLAIRE.

Then it's when she brings up about voting for Anne. I was just thinking omg shut up, shut up
shut up! So I just kept denying what she was telling me, telling her she's lying to me and
everything. And then I grabbed the whole convo I had with her, it makes her seem like she
was gunning for Anne, and sent it to Anne, asking her if there's any chance she would vote
this "two-faced player". And actually, I hesitated sending that pm or not but accidentally
pressed "send" >.< That was destiny I guess. That all happened in the afternoon.

Then, one hour before deadline, I was talking to both Beth and Claire at the same time.
*Facepalm* So me and Claire talked for a long hour, where she just keeps trying to get me
to not vote for her (she thought I would be voting for her and I told her that between her
and Katniss, I would vote for her.) Then she brought up again the subject of voting for Anne.
And I just kept playing around the bush until we come down to this deal: I heard a rumour
that I would go home after Katniss, so all I ask, is Katniss survives THIS round and I have her
as a safety net for the final five so that I can make it to the top four. Then she seemed to hesitate, and she brought up how she wanted me and Billie to the end. But I told her again:
No, I don't care of your word, all I want right now is an ACTION, prove me that you want me to stay by keeping Katniss in the final five THEN I will believe you want me and Billie to the end. And we agreed that we would both change our votes to Anne, happened ten minutes before deadline I think.

I also told her I was very sorry that I got frustrated and sent
the whole convo of the morning to Anne, but that was to make
sure if the share it then it will not go back against me. That
neutralizes everything.

The thing is I pretended I had changed my vote when in fact, the votes had already been gathered, it was just one more attempt to make a newbie vote for a newbie. I wanted to pit
them against each other in case idols were coming out of nowhere and/or the idol avoidance
was played. I told her about fiften times: You better not fool me, don't fool me, don't lie to me,
it's ANNE, and you better not pretend like you had to change it or something like that.

Then of course, she goes and tell Beth... that we can vote for Anne. I didn't want Beth
to know. So I told her I was lying to Claire and that she's just trying to mess up our vote
"like she did to Arthur last time."

And that's what happened: Anne got voted out, she had no idol, we picked the right target,
newbies voted newbies, no problems happened. Only Claire who really disappointed me for
literally lying to my face after we had talked from 11 until like 2am and thought she was cool
with the deal.

[Hanna]

FUCK! I DONT EVEN WANT TO POST A CONFESSIONAL. FUCK! CLAIRE WON. There's only one option left: Vote out Beth. Then it will be me Billie Dean Claire and Katniss in the end. We HAVE to win that final immunity challenge, and in the worse case scenario, if Katniss is with me in the final four, then we have at least a tie guaranteed, so fuck off if anybody wants to slitch my throat, because I'm pretty confident I can do good in a tie-breaker. And I think Katniss is good too. So I think we are in a good position of power if we're both in final four.

And even if Claire wins the next immunity again: WHATEVER! BECAUSE SHE WILL TARGET
KATNISS. And you know what? Even though I love Billie, Katniss is my F2 buddy within the
winners alliance. As long as I make finales I'm good.

Okay well finally I did a confessional I guess?

[Hanna]

I'm also using this picture for Final Five:

[Hanna]

Final Five

Beth go... down to one newbie, the strongest of them all too. =/ So this is what went down...

I originally wanted to get Claire out of here, and try to get beth to vote for her, and if she doesn,t then she's out (pull a 2-2-1 behind billie's back and give an excuse for throwing on claire that if challenge is tomorrow i wont make it and so i need to stir up tribal with a tie when in fact me & katniss would just have complete control of the re-vote), but then what happens? CLAIRE WINS IMMUNITY OF COURSE! Idol here, idol there, Immunity here, immunity there..

Then it's when I thought so, we have majority or not? Is a winner going to turn on each other? Cause that won't be me the one flipping that' for sure. I thought I would be a target just because I believe I played a stronger game and I've won the past two immunities,
so Billie told me that Claire wanted either me or katniss out, "whoever works".

That's when I got a bit worried. Of course Billie could be just throwing a little lie here and
there, but in Survivor, you need to make sure you're cool with everybody.

And then that's when Claire was begging for Katniss to go. She was swearing to me I wouldn't go, but if we look back last round, her words mean nothing to me. Nothing.

And Beth has NOT TALKED TO ME AT ALL. I was a complete lepard to her. So I was wondering why would she want to save her skin by voting Katniss, and not even ask me for anything? I felt like that was weird and that's when I got a bit paranoid.

So if this is between me and Katniss, then I want Katniss to go. And that's when I made a completely ridiculous deal out of the blue with Claire: I will throw the final immunity challenge and let katniss go next round. Thinking maybe she would switch her vote against me, towards Katniss? Wtf is wrong with me? I'm a complete idiot for making this deal I wasn't even going to follow through and that now that I look back at it, that's the most fucktard deal I've ever seen LOL.

But at the end of the day, my F2 deal with Katniss is much stronger than the winners alliance deal, which is also even more stronger than this ridiculous deal i made out of paranoia.

But if Claire does win immunity, then I'm voting with Katniss in the first portion of the vote,
IN CASE Billie or Claire turn on me I don't wanna go 2-1-1, THEN I'm going to think deeper
about my options at the re-vote if no one turned on me. Chances are leaning towards keeping
Katniss of course. We were together way before the winners alliance came up.

Well we have the strongest final four we could have and now it's all for ourselves. I'm pretty confident I will stay just because Katniss is a target in front of me, either me or claire will win immunity, no doubt.

[Hanna]

Fuck, 15 hours... i messed three times, got 8 hours... and on top of that, had I continued without messing up i had 14 hours because i didnt wake up at my alarm clock, i sleep like a damn log.

Anyways, to make long story short, I don't want either Billie or Katniss to go, so I came up with something to Billie, giving her advices of what bugs she could put in Claire's ears so that
she gives up immunity "and plays in her place in the tie-breaker". If this works, we are definitely the sneakiest alliance of all time, no kidding. If not, then I'm sorry for Billie, but my F2 with Katniss is unbreakable. More details with the pms I sent tomorrow I told Katniss to cast a "if claire gives up immunity vote claire if she doesnt then vote billie", we'll see.. And if Billie doesn't want to participate that's her own problem.

[Hanna]

Final 4 - (More detailed confessional)

Okay so, of course Claire had to win immunity and it makes us three incapable of sitting next to each other in the finales. That sucks big time, but you know what? She doesn't make it as sad as the thinks she does, because there was a f2 between me and Katniss beyond the winners alliance. Claire's gameplay SUCKED.

And I think that beating Billie Dean would of been harder because she had been a pivotal vote in a lot of tribal council.

All Claire did was this: play idol, win immunity, play idol, win immunity, (LUCK immunity by the way), survive because of Arthur's idiocy, lie, lie, lie, lie and fail at manipulating the way that she wanted to. Fuck her, she's a horrible player that tried to play the manipulator game but it didn't work out because she got busted playing different alliances, and then of course she had to be so lucky with the luck challenge and the lucky box that had an idol. Why couldn't it be me instead?

But it's not like I'm gonna let Billie go, I'm still gonna give her ideas of schemes she could be trying. Like, making her believe that she finds out me and katniss were a f2 and Billie is fucked, and she is completely pissed off for that, and Claire would give up immunity to Billie so that "she can play in her place in the tie-breaker", chances it happens are probably at five percent? But you know, I've played survivor games for five or six years and I've seen way crazier things happen, anything is possible. ANYTHING, all you have to do is try. I've pulled some impossible moves before, this could be one to add in my souvenirs.

But if it doesn't work out, then the good sides of my scheme is it will keep Billie busy while me and Katniss vote for her and that gives Billie someone to blame lol.